It is NEITHER Maynilad nor Eastern! Crap!
It's been almost 3 months that I was so confused with sooo many things. But right now, everything seems so clear to me. I thought I'd made a right decision.. I thought everything will go on smoothly.. I thought the future would be brighter for me.. I thought...
Right now, I'M JOBLESS! The hard work and effort I made went to NOTHING! I feel like a BIG failure and a loser! Nothing seems to go on my way. I always end up questioning myself "WHY?". Why did this happen to me? Why do I deserve all this? Is this my fate?
SH*T happens as they say. Nangyari na lahat ng kinakatakutan ko. I didn't make the cadetship program, I don't have a fallback, Jesi is with another company now, I am jobless.. in short, NOTHING LEFT FOR ME. *SIGH*
The past few days were really hard for me. I am very angry and at the same time dissappointed with the way HR of Maynilad chose the candidate for cadet. They basically based their selection with the school we graduated from. Of course, they prioritized those who were from UP, Ateneo, DLSU, Mapua, UST, SLU.. those universities that are well-known. It's very unfair on our part, to those who were'nt chosen, because we work hard every single day thinking we would be selected based on our performance! But the HR only screened 16 candidates from the census team, and they got the remaining candidates from those who currently passed the board this year to make up the 80 candidates! UNFAIR because they didn't give us the chance for the screening. UNFAIR because they didn't ask for the recommendations of our head. UNFAIR because they did screen those who already resigned from the census. UNFAIR because they only used us for that census thing! These are the things that I can't accept right now.
How about eastern? Actually right now, I didn't know what went wrong why I didn't make it to the very end. I did my best.. that was my BEST! Iniisip ko na nga lang, siguro kahit hindi pa naguumpisa yung panel interview eh hindi na talaga ako tanggap. Bakit ko naisip yun? One of the reasons is bakit hindi ako kinunan ng video while doing the interview samantalang ang sabi e once na nahire ka e ipapalabas yun. So meaning kaya wala ako video kasi hindi naman ako ihahire. Tapos lumabas pa yung isang panelist na dapat e maginterview din. Siguro ayaw na rin nya mag aksaya ng panahon para interviewhin ang isang katulad ko na hindi naman nila tatanggapin. Another reason is they don't want me in kasi bawal ang magkarelasyon sa isang company.. So ako ang padugo.. :p Napakababaw ng mga iniisip ko dahilan no? At nakakatawa! Siguro umiisip lang ako ng excuse para hindi masyado masakit.. Kasi sa totoo lang MASAKIT! Siguro nga hindi ako competent enough... siguro nga hindi ako para don.
What happened to me is like my dream is taken away fro me. I don't know where to start as I am back to ZERO again. ALONE. Life would be a lot difficult for me now because I am on my own now. No one to be with to do the jub hunting unlike before. I feel so afraid because I have to face this all by myself. At the same time, I'm pressured because my parents wanted me to have a job asap.
Right now, I need to pray harder. I know GOD has a plan for me. HE knows what's good for me. Maybe my fate is not in Maynilad or Eastern.. It can be elsewhere.. I ask for HIS strength for me to endure all these problems and to finally survive this cruel world.
It's been almost 3 months that I was so confused with sooo many things. But right now, everything seems so clear to me. I thought I'd made a right decision.. I thought everything will go on smoothly.. I thought the future would be brighter for me.. I thought...
Right now, I'M JOBLESS! The hard work and effort I made went to NOTHING! I feel like a BIG failure and a loser! Nothing seems to go on my way. I always end up questioning myself "WHY?". Why did this happen to me? Why do I deserve all this? Is this my fate?
SH*T happens as they say. Nangyari na lahat ng kinakatakutan ko. I didn't make the cadetship program, I don't have a fallback, Jesi is with another company now, I am jobless.. in short, NOTHING LEFT FOR ME. *SIGH*
The past few days were really hard for me. I am very angry and at the same time dissappointed with the way HR of Maynilad chose the candidate for cadet. They basically based their selection with the school we graduated from. Of course, they prioritized those who were from UP, Ateneo, DLSU, Mapua, UST, SLU.. those universities that are well-known. It's very unfair on our part, to those who were'nt chosen, because we work hard every single day thinking we would be selected based on our performance! But the HR only screened 16 candidates from the census team, and they got the remaining candidates from those who currently passed the board this year to make up the 80 candidates! UNFAIR because they didn't give us the chance for the screening. UNFAIR because they didn't ask for the recommendations of our head. UNFAIR because they did screen those who already resigned from the census. UNFAIR because they only used us for that census thing! These are the things that I can't accept right now.
How about eastern? Actually right now, I didn't know what went wrong why I didn't make it to the very end. I did my best.. that was my BEST! Iniisip ko na nga lang, siguro kahit hindi pa naguumpisa yung panel interview eh hindi na talaga ako tanggap. Bakit ko naisip yun? One of the reasons is bakit hindi ako kinunan ng video while doing the interview samantalang ang sabi e once na nahire ka e ipapalabas yun. So meaning kaya wala ako video kasi hindi naman ako ihahire. Tapos lumabas pa yung isang panelist na dapat e maginterview din. Siguro ayaw na rin nya mag aksaya ng panahon para interviewhin ang isang katulad ko na hindi naman nila tatanggapin. Another reason is they don't want me in kasi bawal ang magkarelasyon sa isang company.. So ako ang padugo.. :p Napakababaw ng mga iniisip ko dahilan no? At nakakatawa! Siguro umiisip lang ako ng excuse para hindi masyado masakit.. Kasi sa totoo lang MASAKIT! Siguro nga hindi ako competent enough... siguro nga hindi ako para don.
What happened to me is like my dream is taken away fro me. I don't know where to start as I am back to ZERO again. ALONE. Life would be a lot difficult for me now because I am on my own now. No one to be with to do the jub hunting unlike before. I feel so afraid because I have to face this all by myself. At the same time, I'm pressured because my parents wanted me to have a job asap.
Right now, I need to pray harder. I know GOD has a plan for me. HE knows what's good for me. Maybe my fate is not in Maynilad or Eastern.. It can be elsewhere.. I ask for HIS strength for me to endure all these problems and to finally survive this cruel world.
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