irritated

well, kahapon pa ako naiinis.. gang ngaun pa ba.. umagang-umaga e. Maybe I should learn to control my emotions from now on. How I wanted to be myself infront of everyone but the people around me seem don't understand the way I'm behaving. Siguro hindi lang talaga siguro tulad ng mga tao na nakasama ko before. Kaya nga lalo ko namimiss mga kaibigan ko. I feel sad today =(.

2 months na ako nagwowork, pero masasabi ko na hindi pa rin ako well-adjusted sa environment ko and the people who I worked with. Ewan ko ba, there's something na I feel coldness. Hayys, nakakalungkot naman ang ganito. I can't help to miss my bestfriends and my classmates.

Enchanted by EK

I had so much fun last friday (Aug. 14, 2009). It was our company's Mid Year Forum and I really did enjoy the whole activity. It was actually my first time at Enchanted Kingdom. That day was really memorable for me.

Laughtrip Pick up Lines (Part 2)

alam mo tumataba ka...bumibilog...unti unting nagiging mundo ko.

miss marunong ka ba magswimming?

baka kasi malunod ka sa pagmamahal ko eh..

kung posporo ka at posporo ako, MATCH tayo

kung gagawa ako ng alak, pangalan mo ang ilalagay ko..

ang lakas mong sumipa eh.. sa puso ang tama!

they say i l0ok g0od..but i say..i taste even better..

para kang traffic light - i can't help but follow you

Ay tuyo na yung labi mo, teka didilaan ko!

I'm not part of the Flinstones..But I can make the bed rock

lasallista ka ba? pinana mo kasi puso ko

BOY: Im invisible.

GIRL: owss...

BOY: can you see me?

GIRL: yes

BOY: ok. 7pm. tonight.

Pinanganak akong walang kakambal, Mahalin mo sana akong walang Karibal

aanhin mo pa ang sinabawang gulay

kung sa akin pa lang ay makulay na ang buhay

youre just like gravity

im falling for you

EDSA ka ba?kasi sa sobrang traffic di ako maka move on....

Dextrose ka ba?kasi ikaw ang nagbibigay buhay sa nag hihingalo kong puso..

Sa isang patak ng tubig, nabuo ang dagat. Sa isang pirasong bato, nabuo ang daigdig. Parang ikaw, binuo mo ang mundo ko.

B: peram naman ballpen mo..

G: ok

B: bat ayaw sumulat?

G: ha? sumusulat yan! kakagamit ko lang nyan kanina eh..

B: sige nga, sulat mo nga number mo

B: Miss, may barya ka?

G: Huh? Bakit?

B: Sabi kasi ng nanay ko tawagan ko sya pag nakita ko na papakasalan ko.

G: Asus!

di ak0 si superman para ialay say0 ang mund0..kamunduhan lang ang mer0n ak0

boy: charger ka ba?

girl: bakit?

boy: because i need you to to fill the emptiness in me

girl: uhhmm..anong unit ka ba?

boy: huh?

girl: baka kase di tayo compatible

"bago pa nila lagyan ng malisya ang ating pagkakaibigan...hayaan mong lagyan ko na."

parang seesaw ang buhay ko.. pag wala ka down ako

front view..side view..rear view..top view..sa kahit ano pa mang view..I LOVIEW.

Girl: break na tayo, kelangan ko mag concentrate sa studies ko

Boy: siguraduhin mo lang na wala ka ng bagsak ah, kundi....

tayo ulit

boy: marunong ka ba mag-budget?

girl: bakit?

boy: napapamahal na kasi ako sayo eh

my love for you is like yosi. you give me hope and more...

baliw man ak0 say0ng paningin..subukan m0ng tumitig saken..mababaliw ka rin!

"Alam mo para kang SM, kasi you got it all"

Good Morning! (kapag sinabi nya na dapat Good evening ito ang sunod na banat)

Kasi para kang araw sa liwanag ng gabi.

dahil say0 malake natitipid k0 sa kuryente..

baket naman?

kase y0ur smile al0ne is m0re than en0ugh t0 light up the wh0le city

BF: Baby, hindi ka ba nalulungkot?

GF: hindi. bakit naman ako malulungkot?

BF: eh kasi mag isa ka lang sa puso ko. Gusto mo ng kasama?---> Banat ng mga taksil! hala!

Boy: Uy, delete na kita sa frendster ko….

Girl: Oh bakit ayaw mo na akong mging frends???

Boy: Hindi…Gusto ko kasi more than friends na..

Boy: Huwag na lang tayo maging mag-friends. . cousin na lang, pwede?!

Girl: Bakit?

Boy: COUSIN TAHAN.. *toinks*

Boy: You look like my 5th gf.

Girl: Ilan na ba naging gf mo?

Boy: 4

Are your parents greek?

Coz you look like a goddess!

Are we in Lord of The Rings?

Coz you’re my preciousss

Are you a klepto?

Or did you steal my heart on purpose?

kaya mo ba akong murahin?

kasi kung hindi,mahalin mo na lang ako.

ayaw ko na maging kristyano, pwede ba ikaw na lang sambahin ko?"

"0o na! inaamin k0..mas magaling silang manamit kesa saken..per0 mas magaling naman ak0ng maghubad!"

Ang pagibig ko sayo'y parang talaba, patay na'y nakakapit pa!

"globe ako, globe ka... at kung sa globe, walang imposible........posible kaya maging tayo?"

Madumi mAn akong tignan..malinis namang magmahal...........

Boy: You know? You're like the sun for 2 reasons.

Girl: What?

Boy: First you brighten up my day, Second you're hot!

Girl: how sweet! your like the moon na!

Boy: why?

Girl: I wanna see you tonight

gf: babe..para kang hangin..

bf: huh?! baket? nayayabangan ka ba saken?

gf: n0pe..i just cant live with0ut y0u..

kung nasa laboratory ka, at andun din ako, ang ibig sabihin ba nun ay "you're in lab with me?"

bf: tanghali na ba?

gf: huh?! gabi na kaya! bulag ka ba?

bf: sorry, akala ko tanghaling tapat. ang hot mo kasi!

lumubog na lahat ng ship, huwag lang ang ating relationship..

ang pag-ibig ko sa yo ay parang ang paborito kong pagkain...ubos na.."

paglaki ko, gusto kong maging...sayo.

aanhin mo pa ang bahay nyo, kung nakatira ka na sa puso ko?....

boy: laro naman tayo

girl: anong laro?

boy: kahit ano basta 'wag lang taguan..

girl: bakit naman?

boy: because a girl like you is impossible to find..

"asan ka kagabi? bakit wala ka sa panaginip ko?!"

girl: are you satisfied that i'm your girlfriend?

boy: not quite, there's one thig i want to change about you..

g:what is it?

b: your surname

Nakalunok ka ba ng kwitis?

*** Pag ngumiti ka kc…may spark…

“Pag ako gumawa ng planeta, gusto ko ikaw ang axis ko..

*** Para sayo lang iikot ang mundo ko..

”Excuse me, tatanong ko lang kung didiretsuhin ko bang daan na ‘to,

*** O may ibang shortcut sa puso mo?

Alam mo bang parang 7-11 ang puso ko?……

*** Kasi 24 oras bukas para sayo…..

Kung may business ako, lahat ng tao bebentahan ko ng mura,

*** ‘Kaw lang ang hindi. Sa’yo lang ako magmamahal.

Bukas sisingilin ko na yung bayad mo sa renta…

*** Tagal mo na kasing naninirahan sa puso ko eh.

kung pagsasamahin ba ang salitang IKAW at AKO... magiging TAYO?

yung love ko sayo konti na lang..

konti na lang abot langit na!

Girl:Ilang babae na ba ang minahal mo?

Boy: Bakit ilan ka ba?

girl:bakit may dala kang hagdanan?

boy:aakyat sana ako ng ligaw sayo eh..

girl:hindi na kailangan yumuko ka na lang..

boy:huh??

girl:pulutin mo nalang puso ko..nahulog na kasi ako sayo!

boy: miss, miss, si manny pacquiao ba ang make-up artist mo?

girl: ANO?! HINDI. bakit?

boy: ah, kase, na-knock-out ako sa beauty mo!

Pwede na ba kitang tubusin?

ang laki ng interes ko sa'yo eh!

bf: i'll be there around 10 can you wait?

me: sows i've been waiting all my life what's a few more minutes

bf: bastos ka din noh?

me: huh?

bf: bigla-bigla ka nalang pumapasok sa isipan ko!

bf: iiyak ka ba pagnamatay ako?

me: malamang!

bf: simulan mo ng umiyak..kasi patay na patay ako sayo!

textgirl: may bagong unlimited ah

boy: oh? ano naman unli un?

girl: ikaw unlimited ka sa puso ko

boy: wow ha talaga?

girl: oo! bukas expired ka na!

me: kelan mo bibenta bahay niyo?

bf: (shocked) anung bebenta?

me: pwede ka naman kasi manirahan sa puso ko!

guy: di na ako iinom ng RED HORSE

me: bakit?

guy: sayo pa lang kasi may tama na ako!

i'm far more better than your favorite chocolate. get addicted to me nalang...

ok lang mahilo ako....basta gusto ko, sa'yo lang iikot ang mundo ko..

*Nagkabungguan*

[tugsh!]

girl: aray! bulag ka ba?!

boy: pano ako magiging bulag?

...eh may pagtingin nga ko sayo!

boy: miss, me titulo ka ba?

girl: wala, bakit?

boy: tingin ko kasi pag aari kita.

girl: how sweet! ilang pages ka ba?

boy: (na CONFUSED) bakit?

girl: ANG KAPAL MO!!

Guy: Para kang holdaper.

Girl: Bakit?

Guy: Lahat ibibigay ko sa'yo, wag mo lang akong sasaktan.

"pa-kopya naman ng nerves mo.. para pareho tayo ng nararamdaman.."

"pwede mo ba ako samahan? habambuhay?"

Laughtrip Pick up Lines (Part 1)

Samahan mo ako mamaya papagawa ko yung relo ko, bago pa naman, bigla tumigil eh..

totoo pala tumitigil ang oras pag kasama kita

Tanong: Di tayo tao, di tayo hayop..ano tayo?!??

Sagot: BAGAY TAYO...BAGAY (hahahha!)

Gas, Bigas, delata, Kuryente, Tubig..lahat nagmamahalan...

Tayo na lang ang di nagmamahalan eh

Anung height mo??

kanina ko pa kase iniisip kung pano ka nagkasya sa puso ko eh

Mouse ba tayo?

- kasi click tayo eh...

papicture naman tayo,

para ma-develop tayo...

You look like someone I know... my next girlfriend!

uy,wag ka ngang magulo!..kanina ka pa naglalaro sa isipan ko e

what's your name?can i call you mine

are you a switch? coz baby you turn me on

may lahi ka ba keyboard? type kasi kita eh

alam mo...familiar ka, have we met before?

>no I dont think so

yeah I remember...I see you in my dreams...

Parang kang dandruff sa ulo ko, I can't get you out of my head.

Para kang pustiso, I can't smile without you.

bato ka ba?....... kasi you rock my world

dibale nang mabangga............. wag lang tayong magbreak

geometry ba favorite subject mo? cute mo kasi kahit anong angle.

galing mo siguro sa puzzles. umaga pa lang nabuo mo na araw ko.

bangin ka ba? nahulog ako sayo.

asan license mo? youre driving me crazy.

help help... call a cop.

Bakit? ano nangyari?

kasi someone stole my heart.

miss, marunong ka ba mag CPR?

ahh hindi eh?

ohh no,,, i might die loving you....

Or

huh? oo?? bkt?

umpisahan mo na sa akin, kasi from the moment i saw you my heart stop beating.

Ako nang magbabayad ng tuition mo, pag-aralan mo lang akong mahalin.

I'm starting to like you less because...I'm beginning to love you more.

Minamalat na naman ang puso ko..

-paano kasi, laging sinisigaw ang pangalan mo..

Ikaw ba may-ari ng Crayola??

-ikaw kasi nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ko..

Kung ikaw ay bola at ako ang player, mashushoot ba kita??

-hinde, para lagi kita mamimiss..

Can i take your picture??

*** coz i want to show Santa exactly what i want for christmas!!

Exam ka ba??

-gustong gusto na kasi kitang i-take home eh!!

Lecture mo ba ako??

-lab kasi kita..

Centrum ka ba??

-kasi you make my life complete!!

Miss pwede ba kita maging driver??

-para ikaw na magpapatakbo ng buhay ko..

Mahilig ka ba sa asukal??

-ang tamis kasi ng mga ngiti mo..

Pinaglihi ka ba sa keyboard??

-kasi type kita..

I hate to say this but… You are like my underwear..

-coz i can’t last a day without you!!

Ibibili kita ng salbabida..

-kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko..

Pwede ba kitang maging sidecar??

-single kasi ako eh..

Me lisensya ka ba??

-coz you’re driving me crazy eh..

May kilala ka bang gumagawa ng relo??

-may sira ata relo ko.. pag ikaw kasi kasama ko, humihinto ang oras ko..

Grabe nakakatawa yung mga pick-up lines noh?? LOL! May alam ka pa bang iba?? Wala na akong maisip eh..

-coz all i ever think of is you..

I’m a bee..

-can you be my honey??

Nakakatakot diba ang multo??

-pero mas nakakatakot kapag nawala ka sa buhay ko..

Am i a bad shooter??

-coz i keep on missing you..

Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight??

-O gusto mong dumaan ulit ako??

Mabilis ka siguro sa mga puzzle noh??

-kasi kakasimula pa lang ng araw ko, pero nabuo mo na agad..

Excuse me.. Are you a dictionary??

-because you give meaning to my life..

Bangin ka ba??-nahuhulog kasi ako sa’yo..

Pustiso ka ba??

-kasi, can’t smile without you..

Me butas ba puso mo??

-kasi natrap na ako sa loob, can’t find my way out!!

Anung height mo??

-ha?? pano ka nagkasya sa loob ng puso ko..

Hey, did you fart??

-coz you blew me away!!

Sana “T” na lang ako..

-para i’m always right next to “U”

Di tayo tao..Di tayo hayop…

BAGAY tayo…BAGAY tayo…

Ako ay isang exam…

kaya sagutin mo na ako…

You're like my kulangot.. pa hard to get ka pa kasi eh.. LOL)

I think you like me.. you just don't know it yet...

guy: miss kurutin mo nga ako sa...

miss: bakit?

guy: gusto ko na kasing magising eh, kani pa kasi kita pinapaginipan.

guy: Graduate ka ba ng IT?

girl: bakit?guy: Na-Hack mo kasi puso ko.

miss NFA rice ka ba???

kasi handa ako pumila at maghintay makuha ka lamang

you can fall from the sky.... you can fall fom the trees... but the best way to fall.... is INLOVE with ME.

asan trophy mo?... panalo ka kasi eh...

magaling ka sa math db?lalo na sa algebra??..

Paki substitute naman yung X ko oh

Bakit nakatitig ka sa nameplate ko?

- Hinihintay ko kasing malipat apelyido ko dyan

Mag empake ka! Pupunta taung home for the aged!

***** Because I wanna grow old with you!

Para kang birthday ko. nung nakilala kita,

***** dun nag-umpisa ang buhay ko.

Para kang batas...

*****no one is above you.

Para kang pamingwit...

*****nahuli mo ang atensyon ko.

Siguro masama kang pinaghihintay. ..

*****grasya ka kasi e.

Nung nakilala kita, nagmistula akong Microsoft Word...

*****I copied and pasted you into my heart."*

Cigar Vendor ka ba?

- Cause you give me hope

Ketchup ka ba?

- Bibigyan mo kasi ng tamis at anghang ang buhay ko eh

Para kang Tanduay

- habang tumatagal lalong sumasarap

Para kang Gardenia

- Smells good, taste even bette

rSana brief ka na lang

- Para lagi kita kasama

Treasure ka ba?

- Can i see your chest

Pinag lihi ka ba sa kape?

- kasi di ako makatulog dahil sayo

Alarm clock ka ba

- ginising mo kasi ang natutulog kong damdamin

Sana telepono na lang ako

- Para ako naman sagutin mo!

Help, somethings wrong with my eyes..

I just can't take them off you.

Terrorista ba tatay mo?

'Coz you're the BOMB!

Nasaan ka kagabi?

Bakit wala ka sa panaginip ko?

Is this the Matrix?

'Coz think you're The One!

You look like.. my next girlfriend!

Can you give me directions to your heart? I've seemed to have lost myself in your eyes.

Apart from being sexy, what do you do for a living?

Is it hot in here, or is it just you?

Is there an airport nearby or is that just my heart taking off?

Something tells me you're sweet. Can I have a sample?

Excuse me Gillete ba pangalan m0?

...because you are the best a man can get!

Your lips are kinda wrinkled. Mind if I press them?

Alien ba tatay m0?

wala ka kaseng katulad dit0 sa earth..nag iisa ka lang.

Wouldn't we look cute on a wedding cake together?

Me mapa ka ba? I could get lost in your eyes!

You remind me of a compass because I'd be lost without you.

You know, you look really hot! You must be real reason for global warming.

Taking You Forward

It' been almost 2 months since my last post here.. I didn't get the chance to update the lastest happenings in my life. Well now, I am working here at Ericsson in The Fort, Taguig City. It was quite a surprise for me actually that I am now part of a multinational company. I didn't really expect that I will get a phone call from their HR asking me to come for an interview. Given that the location of the company is far from our home, I didn't hesitate to come (even my dad wasn't approve for me to come there at first). But I guess, it was just God's plan! And I am very thankful because atlast my prayers were answered. I got a job that I really wanted and with a good compensation, too!

I am a cadet engineer, part of Ericsson Local Support (ELS) department under GPRS group. I am actually on call, that means anytime I can go on site for troubleshooting. That matter I can't tell to my father.. saka ko na lang poproblemahin yun pag andyan na. For now, I'll just enjoy my training and hopefully I can fully adjust with the environment and with my co-workers as well.

I can say that I am happier now. All my fears are gone and I have full hopes each day. Things are going smoothly, the way I wanted it to be. My only plan as of the moment is to get regularized in the company I worked for.

So there!

IT IS CERTAIN!

It is NEITHER Maynilad nor Eastern! Crap!

It's been almost 3 months that I was so confused with sooo many things. But right now, everything seems so clear to me. I thought I'd made a right decision.. I thought everything will go on smoothly.. I thought the future would be brighter for me.. I thought...

Right now, I'M JOBLESS! The hard work and effort I made went to NOTHING! I feel like a BIG failure and a loser! Nothing seems to go on my way. I always end up questioning myself "WHY?". Why did this happen to me? Why do I deserve all this? Is this my fate?

SH*T happens as they say. Nangyari na lahat ng kinakatakutan ko. I didn't make the cadetship program, I don't have a fallback, Jesi is with another company now, I am jobless.. in short, NOTHING LEFT FOR ME. *SIGH*

The past few days were really hard for me. I am very angry and at the same time dissappointed with the way HR of Maynilad chose the candidate for cadet. They basically based their selection with the school we graduated from. Of course, they prioritized those who were from UP, Ateneo, DLSU, Mapua, UST, SLU.. those universities that are well-known. It's very unfair on our part, to those who were'nt chosen, because we work hard every single day thinking we would be selected based on our performance! But the HR only screened 16 candidates from the census team, and they got the remaining candidates from those who currently passed the board this year to make up the 80 candidates! UNFAIR because they didn't give us the chance for the screening. UNFAIR because they didn't ask for the recommendations of our head. UNFAIR because they did screen those who already resigned from the census. UNFAIR because they only used us for that census thing! These are the things that I can't accept right now.

How about eastern? Actually right now, I didn't know what went wrong why I didn't make it to the very end. I did my best.. that was my BEST! Iniisip ko na nga lang, siguro kahit hindi pa naguumpisa yung panel interview eh hindi na talaga ako tanggap. Bakit ko naisip yun? One of the reasons is bakit hindi ako kinunan ng video while doing the interview samantalang ang sabi e once na nahire ka e ipapalabas yun. So meaning kaya wala ako video kasi hindi naman ako ihahire. Tapos lumabas pa yung isang panelist na dapat e maginterview din. Siguro ayaw na rin nya mag aksaya ng panahon para interviewhin ang isang katulad ko na hindi naman nila tatanggapin. Another reason is they don't want me in kasi bawal ang magkarelasyon sa isang company.. So ako ang padugo.. :p Napakababaw ng mga iniisip ko dahilan no? At nakakatawa! Siguro umiisip lang ako ng excuse para hindi masyado masakit.. Kasi sa totoo lang MASAKIT! Siguro nga hindi ako competent enough... siguro nga hindi ako para don.

What happened to me is like my dream is taken away fro me. I don't know where to start as I am back to ZERO again. ALONE. Life would be a lot difficult for me now because I am on my own now. No one to be with to do the jub hunting unlike before. I feel so afraid because I have to face this all by myself. At the same time, I'm pressured because my parents wanted me to have a job asap.

Right now, I need to pray harder. I know GOD has a plan for me. HE knows what's good for me. Maybe my fate is not in Maynilad or Eastern.. It can be elsewhere.. I ask for HIS strength for me to endure all these problems and to finally survive this cruel world.

undecided

Eastern or Maynilad?

yan ang tumatakbo ngaun sa utak ko.

It's really a tough decision to make.

One of the reasons why I can't let go Maynilad is because of the career growth that awaits me after I graduated from cadetship. But the training is still not in sight for us who are hoping. Crap! Clock is ticking!!!

Eastern.. hmmm.. eastern. I don't have any idea of what my future is in there. The only good thing about that company is that I will be able to use my course, appreciate being an ECE. That's it.

It's a matter of practicality and passion?

waaaahh.. WHATEVER!!!

complicated

waahh!! its been almost two weeks working in Maynilad. What can I say, it's really very TIRING and DIFFICULT!!! I have to endure the heat of the sun, the long walks everyday, nagging costumers, etc. As they say, it's really difficult when you are still starting. YEAH RIGHT! *sigh* And by the way,originally we were 44 engineers but now we are only 37. Some of us resign maybe because they think they can't do the census thing! Well I guess for us who are still in maynilad are HOPING that the cadetship program would open ASAP!!! Of course many of us don't have other career opportunities besides maynilad. But others had set a deadline on how long they're going to stay with the company. Some says after a month that they're going to resign, others says after 2 or 3 months. Well for me, I don't have any plan yet. As long as I feel that I still wanted to work with them, then I'll stay. If there's better offer from other companies, then why should I stay, right?

Things are going really complicated as time goes by..

late for lunch

I need a break now, didn't notice the time, it's already 1pm, need to eat my sinigang na baboy. Nope, I did not cook that and I don't know how. :p It's from the carinderia in our place.

Happy eating! :)